Month: March 2014
crazy girl
Sweet!
A few hours after I uploaded the previous post, the highly anticipated emails arrived confirming our 2 year extension to NSA Bahrain. Now I can actually get on with the process of not moving instead of critically eyeing every item and mentally deciding: stay or go? Oh, I’ll still be decluttering — tis the season, but in a way that makes us even more settled here. Calvin will be moving to his own room downstairs so he doesn’t have to be plagued by Camille keeping him awake and getting into his things while he sleeps, and the 2 other boys may want to do a room shift too. We’ll have all the time in the world this summer when we’re hibernating during our 4th Ramadan.
We also are going to figure out where we want to travel in the next 2 years. Paris, Germany and Italy for sure — oh, and Spain! Can’t forget that. Once again 2 more years isn’t going to be enough time to see it all, but we’ll get to as much as we can. We’ll also want to go back to Oman and Dubai and I still want to figure out how to get over the bridge to Saudi Arabia at least once . . .
Bitterness
This time of year in the military is much like spring of High School senior year, where everyone is waiting on pins and needles for various acceptance and rejection letters. “Ooh, so and so got Camp Pendleton! Does that mean they took our spot or were they selected from a different pool so we still have a chance? What?!! That guy is going to Hawaii? What sort of games did he play (or other, more colorful language) to make a job appear out of nowhere!? Thank God they got orders so we don’t have to see them any longer.” It’s not pretty. Or maybe that’s just what happens at our house and the rest of the Marine Corps patiently waits with no resentment, ill will, or malice. But I doubt it.
Just being real here.
Still waiting for someone to let us know what is up with our future. We are perfectly content to stay, and in fact were very pleased with our maneuvering to be able to stay based on the job possibilities that were available. Until we started seeing people getting orders to places on our dream list. Abu Dhabi?!?A job at the embassy?! (That’s the capital of United Arab Emirates — 40 minutes from Dubai and a 5 hour drive from Muscat). That wasn’t on any list and Josh has been wanting to move to Abu Dhabi for years. Germany?!?! There wasn’t any Germany job . . . oh, they put him in a job that was outside of his region of expertise. What!?!? We could have done that! Why would he be considered when all we’re getting is, “No!”? Bitter pills, indeed.
Then begins the second guessing: “Should we have pushed harder, jockeyed more, not settled for our “safety school?” Would that have made a difference? The truth is that we have known from the beginning that God’s will trumps the will of the Marine Corps. If we were intended to be in any of those places, we’d get orders there. I don’t know how people can do a 20 year career without faith in God’s provision because if my faith depended on the government deciding what was best for me, I would have lost it a long time ago.
So we wait in peace. With just a hint of bitter “what ifs?” at the back of our throats. We are human after all.
The Navigator
It was a perfect morning for walking. We finally tore ourselves away from the photo ops along the river and made it to the d’Orsay, known for its collection of Impressionists.